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Useless by crimson-ishtar, literature

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Useless

It is useless to deny me your gaze, When your eyes only turn to look at me It is useless to deny listening to me, When you answer to my call wherever I may be It is useless to deny me your touch, When I'm the only one you want to lay your fingers on It is useless to deny me your caresses, When I'd only have to get close for you to run into my arms It is useless to deny me your scent, When you'd follow mine until the end It is useless to deny me your smile, When it exists only to welcome me It is useless to deny me your lips, When a single kiss from me could bring you back It is useless to deny me your thoughts, When I'm the one

-Struggle- by crimson-ishtar, literature

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-Struggle-

All of my life I've just gotten used to strife Against this powerful enemy, Haunter of the hearts of so many When I feel it coming after me Creeping deep inside my mind I shut my eyes, trying not to see I push it away, and pretend to be blind I can sometimes feel its claws Dangerously closer, all around And towards me it slowly crawls But I always manage to stand my ground There were times I thought I'd give in And I simply wanted to surrender Just bid it welcome, and let it in Stop fighting, and allow it to enter But reason wouldn't let me do such thing And the battle restarts once more In my soul still remain fragments of

Dark or Light by crimson-ishtar, literature

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Dark or Light

What am I doing here, Standing all alone in the night? Perhaps my intention is not clear Maybe I'm just waiting for a light Could you be the light I'm waiting for? Will I ever admit that's the truth? You and your attempts to be more, Your feelings of which I have no proof If in this darkness I saw your glow, Would I run to embrace my light? Would I let a sincere smile show? Not today… but someday, I might At your sight I put on my mask, And pretend you make no difference This gradually becoming a harder task, Breaking the walls of my long-time resistance How longer can my secret doors hide away All the emotions I've been keep

-The Garden- by crimson-ishtar, literature

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-The Garden-

There was once a land full of emptiness A hidden shelter where I used to remain An abandoned place, dull and lifeless Where there was no joy, nor pain It was my garden of nothingness The pure essence of my very soul A place to which no one had access Through which doors I'd let no one go But one day you sneaked in, disallowed How you managed to, still a mystery to me And it frightened me when I noticed I just couldn't ask you to leave me be You would walk around at ease As if you knew every bit of your way And I wouldn't dare telling you to cease As small buds grew wherever your touch would lay In no time my once lonely hideou

Wants and Needs by crimson-ishtar, literature

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Wants and Needs

I don\'t want to be given a blood-red rose I don\'t need the heart you\'ve managed to steal I just want you close I just need to feel I don\'t want to drown your life in torment I don\'t need a love poem signed with a tear I just want a moment I just need you here I don\'t want to be an unreachable treasure I don\'t need promises of ever-lasting devotion I just want pleasure I just need emotion But I don\'t want to wait until it\'s too late I don\'t need to hide I\'ve been Love\'s prey I just want to fake But I just need to say I don\'t want just your soul I don\'t want just your mind I need you as a whole And I need you mi

Master of Puppets - Poem by crimson-ishtar, literature

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Master of Puppets - Poem

There was a time I had you bewitched A time my movements bent to your will When by your skillful fingers my strings were pulled When in my soulless body there was life to feel The way you handled me was shy at first Held back by the fear of tearing my restrains But I proved strong enough to quench your thirst And you made blood rush through my inexistent veins But new toys are needed to keep people entertained Of course you could have been no exception So maybe it wasn't fair for you to be blamed For leaving me on a shelf, drowned in depression And as with my expressionless eyes I watched you play The new puppet owning the attent

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Current Residence: My bedroom
Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal, Rock, JRock, JPop, Anime, Classical, MPB
Favourite photographer: Any who can make ME look good on a photo =P
Favourite style of art: *whistles past the favourite thing again*
Operating System: Windows ME
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Shell of choice: Sea shells..... okay, that sucked O_o
Wallpaper of choice: My boyfriend =P
Skin of choice: Hey, I'm not prejudiced!... nor stupid, in case you didn't get I was just kidding here XP
Favourite cartoon character: Too many... can't count... argh...
Personal Quote: What is mine is mine, and what is yours is mine

Favourite Visual Artist

Again, can't choose only 1.. or even 5 XP

Favourite Movies

The Butterfly Effect

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Sorry.. can't choose only 1.. or even 5 o_O

Favourite Writers

Err... this "favourite" thing definitely doesn't work for me x_x

Favourite Games

Chrono Cross and Digital Devil Saga

Favourite Gaming Platform

Any with good RPG? ^^' ... Playstation 2 then, I guess =P

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Anime, Manga, Music, RPG, Books, Computers, Movies

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crimson-ishtar

Nov 10, 2005

Ninjaness

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Hi! . .. ... Bye! PS: =*

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crimson-ishtar

Apr 2, 2004

Hmm.. just to let you guys know

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... my birthday is on April 3rd! And I'm gonna turn 18! And... yeah! :D

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crimson-ishtar

Feb 19, 2004

A week away!

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I'm gonna be away for a week, people! :D Try not to miss me too much, but leave me lots of messages and stuff for me to read when I get back... preferrably saying nice stuff! =P Well, see ya then! :w00t:

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hengbok

Apr 8, 2008

Ishtar, lembra de mim?

Agora minha conta principal é a seguinte: ~aigekkeiju
Faz uma visitinha!

LunaPendragon

Oct 17, 2007

Her... oi! ^^'
T vi no Gaia, na guilda BarzinhoBrazuca. Vc desenha mt bem!!! ^o^~

ulisses-perez

Sep 17, 2007

Olá...passei apenas para dar um forte e grande abração....
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pootoo

Jul 18, 2007

I just read the news on the news paper from my home country ( Nicaragua ) about the airplane ( avion ) crash in your country, I am very very sorry to hear about such tragedy. My thoughts are with your people.
Losiento mucho Brazil

ulisses-perez

Jun 17, 2007

Galera, peço a ajuda de todos...

'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''""""DIVULGUEM POR FAVOR''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

VOU LANÇAR NOS EVENTOS ANIMECON E ANIMEFRIENDS O MEU ZINE CHAMADO:

)))))CATDREAMS-O livro mágico da doce Catchan(((((((

STUDIO- FANTASY ART

Este zine será um ESPECIAL , contendo 32 PÁGINAS, muitas novidades e que conquistará seu espaço e muitos leitores.....(I HOPE SO)

Este será o numero 0 ....

Contendo uma mini história de como Catchan achou o livro;
Dicas de técnicas para desenho;
Ilustrações;
Concursos;
Torneio;
Prêmios ;

"""""prévia dos lançamentos de muitos títulos:
*CATX
*DÊVANEIO
*TITANS-no inferno
*NOVA ALIANÇA
*MEU SIGNO
*MAESTRINE-full circus
*Uma sátira envolvendo todo o mundo do mangá " CRAZY FANTASY"
e o Torneio D.A.....

Tb terei as camisetas com os personagens mais legais em SD´s , e postais bem legais!!!!
aguardo vc´s lá pois será minha nova jornada numa estrada que tanto sonhei estar!!!
VALEU GALERA!!!

custo do Zine 4,00R$- plástificado
Camisetas 20,00R$ e 30,00R$ (m e g) em cores preto e branco
postais 2,00R$ e 3,00R$ coloridos e unico ton

crate2k5

Jun 6, 2007

Hiya!!! How you been?

smallflame

Aug 3, 2006

hello do request art? if so could you do a Fan art of Lestat and my OC please I need it for my IWTV RP website I can not draw for crap.